life.

and the updates!

i totalled my car.

i quit my job.

i got a new car.

i got a new job.

that was all last week! :)

9.17.06

you try to push him away. he wont be in u'r head if you keep busy.

but you'll get moments where he comes back into your thoughts. and you can't get him out of u'r head.

you can't run away from it. you dwell and he encompasses all your thoughts so it's only him you can think of.

everything reminds you of him. the list of 195 things...and those where the only ones i wrote down. lists. this is hard.

you can't change people. people are the way they are. ambitious is now one of my qualities i will look for. achieving goals. i do it. you must too.

it was great while it lasted but like any happiness you were just a vacation from reality.

post-graduation

so i graduated cum laude (congrats i know).

im becoming licensed for financial planning meaning im taking 3 exams that require me to study at least 3 hrs a day until the very end of august. and the exams/books come to a total of about $1500.

i just passed my insurance producer's exam :) the fbi requires alot of fingerprints...and they charge alot for them as well. if u'r late on u'r child support payments you can not be a financial planner. just some tips for later.

mick jagger has seven kids. most of them have different mothers. that's fun.

weekends i usually have off so i go down to west chester every now and then.

i bought my own health insurance.

i own the schechter shaggin wagon...i play board games with my family and/or sister every night. i partake in gardening which has resulted in me having poison ivy b/w my fingers this week....not a fan.

and to end on a positive...my birthday is in less than a month! :)

oh. i've also gotten into sending things via snail mail. watch out...last one out was to frozen vag...