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Monday, February 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 00:45:18 GMT

life.

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 14:33:42 GMT

and the updates!

i totalled my car.

i quit my job.

i got a new car.

i got a new job.

that was all last week! :)

9.17.06

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 23:13:27 GMT

you try to push him away. he wont be in u'r head if you keep busy.

but you'll get moments where he comes back into your thoughts. and you can't get him out of u'r head.

you can't run away from it. you dwell and he encompasses all your thoughts so it's only him you can think of.

everything reminds you of him. the list of 195 things...and those where the only ones i wrote down. lists. this is hard.

you can't change people. people are the way they are. ambitious is now one of my qualities i will look for. achieving goals. i do it. you must too.

it was great while it lasted but like any happiness you were just a vacation from reality.

post-graduation

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 17:55:28 GMT

so i graduated cum laude (congrats i know).

im becoming licensed for financial planning meaning im taking 3 exams that require me to study at least 3 hrs a day until the very end of august. and the exams/books come to a total of about $1500.

i just passed my insurance producer's exam :) the fbi requires alot of fingerprints...and they charge alot for them as well. if u'r late on u'r child support payments you can not be a financial planner. just some tips for later.

mick jagger has seven kids. most of them have different mothers. that's fun.

weekends i usually have off so i go down to west chester every now and then.

i bought my own health insurance.

i own the schechter shaggin wagon...i play board games with my family and/or sister every night. i partake in gardening which has resulted in me having poison ivy b/w my fingers this week....not a fan.

and to end on a positive...my birthday is in less than a month! :)

oh. i've also gotten into sending things via snail mail. watch out...last one out was to frozen vag...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 04:05:29 GMT

so. im a super stalker. sometimes i just amaze myself. it's just nice to see what people are up to and doing. like you dont do it. ha. u would if u could.

graduating in 18 days.

oh. and i can walk fine now. it's amazing how long a broken bone takes to heal and how...physical therapy is unnessary sometimes.

im getting all my work done...graduating with honors...and visiting jakes a lot...things are great.

u know what else is great. the absence of negativity.

oh. and im pleased where things are heading. and how things i used to do, i am not doing. but i guess if i the chance arose itself, i would. maybe not. im not really sure. but the point is-that i haven't and im happy if not happier than if i had.

i can't wait to stay in west chester with my girls. they're my life and w/o them i'd be very different.

you just dont realize.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 02:57:10 GMT

to begin my entry...a short poem by sissy at age...12ish

"weak in the fingers..

soft to the touch...

this is how you make me feel..

so soft inside..."

she was always about the penis.

anyway!

my cast is off. i am walking. im on spring break.

ttyl!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 18:20:20 GMT

so...as some of u may know...im now a cripple.

i fell down and broke my left leg (tituba and femor)...yea...u can guess what i mean...so i had surgery....a cast...and now im going to have to get around in a wheel chair.

so i have to move out of the house i love (441)....and im being put in a dorm...so i have elevator access. my parents are going to come up every sunday with meals and take me out. i can't drink for like 6 weeks bc im on vikadin.. (sp?) all i do is sleep.

i also quit smoking. it's about time. i have no desire to anyway...but then again...i have no desire to eat either.

im so thankful to have those of u who came out and visited me and keep me company...i dont know what i'd do w/o u guys. i've been on my phone alot so dont hesitate to call.

im not sure of which dorm/room im living in as of yet, but when i do, i'll post it so u guys can write to me :) i miss u all~ bye!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:45:49 GMT

sometimes u dont know what to do, or say...but u know that it hurts and u'r sad and someone u know is gone. how does this happen. why. such a young life. to be able to picture them there when they're gone..to hear things they would have said..to know what they'd be doing...dancing in the living room, walking around with a whiskey bottle, "this is dressed up" ...i might not have known him well...but i just dont understand.

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 18:12:27 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
i was playing family feud...the boardgame...and instead of hitting the table...my sister recommended raising our hands...well...my hand went thru a glass bulb.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
sun mirrors, a girl interrupted poster in german, a handmade beatles needlepoint

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
it's been bejeweled.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
whereever my mood puts me.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
12:36 pm

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
for my xmas cookie candle to come in a spray.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
my dog. i can be with her and ill still miss my poopers.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
oh hell yea i do...why do u think i carry around a flashlight.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY
myself.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
celine dion.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
the pretty kind.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
yea...but i would never do it.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
ew. neither...except maybe a red bull & vodka.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
hawaiian...oh no!! chicken honey mustard!

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
shit faced fries...mmmm....

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my father...im such a liar.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
deutsch...

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
my parents...i have no idea...but i got a pack of reeses from one of my first bf's...that was sweet.

22. DO U LIKE SOMEONE?
sure...why not.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
ew. no....but chloe sure is.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
motherhood maternity :)

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
any.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
why wouldn't i follow?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
um....u mean alot to me?

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
525,600.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
polka dot.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
sissy

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
the sound squeaky shoes make on a tile floor after it rains.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
sure have...i've been around the world and i i i....

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
oh there are so many...cheese...

37. FIRST JOB?
babysitting for 2.50 an hr.....3 kids.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
sure have!

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
talking to chloe.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT Be?
that gastro bypass...i saw the shit on 1/2 ton man...whew!

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
well...my room is the warmest in the house...and only chloe's here...and the tv just isn't amusing enough.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
im the president of the boob squad bitches...what do u think..

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
...why the fuck would that happen?

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
plenty of pictures for my scrapbook!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
plenty!

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
my dad's mother.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
sometimes...?

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my middle fingers...they get the point across.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
month ago?

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yup.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
cheese...is that a lunch meat? munster cheese...mmm...

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
surely.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
none...if i like it...it's not embarassing...it's just me.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
hell yea.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
ever...most likly...not recently though.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yup

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
cigarettes...talking it out.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
well...unlike amy...baxter's is not my 2nd home...i'd say...bath...or 441...

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
sure do.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
this roller skating bear..it sang a song...and skated..

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
enough.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
never.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
um...probably?

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
a hard penis...does anyone take these seriously?

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
sus, battle bath, sizzle, fucker.

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
my shoes dont have laces.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
chocolate & pb. pb jelly time.

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
polka dot.

73. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
beatles.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
the right amount?

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
sure why not

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the wickedest women

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
chicken cordon bleu & spaghetti...gotta love the homecooked meals.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
sissy?

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
teeth.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
all of them.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
i dont know

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
malibu bay breeze.

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
dont care.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
def ice hockey.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown/red?

86. EYE COLOR?
hazel

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
and contacts.

88. SIBLINGS?
zwei.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
all of them.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
i hate seafood.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
movie: super troopers. no wait...anchorman.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
my birthday.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
nope

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
everything...oh la la.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationship

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
dont care.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
dont care.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
my bird, my dog. sad? i think not.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 22:24:09 GMT

Dear Professor *********,

My name is Suzanne Schechter. I was in your Into to Meaning class that met on Wednesday from 7-10 pm. My grade on the mid-term was an A. For the final, we were to have a complete discussion of the notes we took. I tape recorded the class, attended every one, and typed up an essay transcribing the tapes. I had a complete discussion of 7 pages and I am shocked as to why the grade on my transcript is a B. It would have meant that I recieved a C on my final. Please let me know why my final paper was only C quality. I would like to know how you arrived at this grade. My GPA matters to me and would appreciate a response. Thank you.

Suzanne Schechter.